January 2011
Biggest pet peeve?
having plans with people who don’t know how to plan
pisses me off to no end.
i can not fix the mistakes i have made in life.
i can however learn from it move on and try to be a better person
there is no excuse for not changing
when things go wrong in life you have to have faith
that somehow someway everything will work itself out in the end
because if you don’t have faith and don’t believe, well then you don’t have nothing
if we could control everything in life that would be amazing but we can’t there are
things that are just out of our control and we have to leave into the hands of faith
...
you are a fuck up. only took me 3 miserable years to realize
rot in hell :)
why
why can’t i be born skinny? seriously like gyming it is actually brutalÂ
i hate you people who can eat whateverÂ
been missing for awhile, came back
finally got a cell phone, today was a good day
they'll judge me anyways, so whatever..
This is venting at it’s best 2 in the morning sitting here thinking.
This is when peoples deepest inner thoughts surface and you realize what is bothering you
what you need, want, hate, miss, & wish you could explain.
My dilemma at the moment is beauty. It isn’t what beauty is or how to tell when someone is beautiful it is why don’t females feel beautiful all the time?...
i love life right now
I actually amaze myself sometimes..
wow.
when you need someone to talk to, speak to the lord
DON’T FUCKING LIE TO ME, I FIND OUT I ALWAYS DO LIKE ARE YOU STUPID!?
I DON’T GET WHY PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND I’M SOMEONE YOU DON’T WANT TO
PISS OFF AND LIE TOO. I DON’T APPERCIATE YOU THINKING I’M THAT FUCKING
STUPID
THANKS.
I don’t know how to word this, I actually don’t know what to say either. I have this feeling within me. I’m bored i want something new in my life, maybe someone new.
I have finally gotten over the past, finally let go of everything that has ever weighed me down. Conquered my “demons” if you want to say that and I feel great, but as i sit down and analyze my life i...
thank you
for every bull shit story you fed me
for every lie you told
for every date you missed
for every call you forgot to make
for every time you made me feel like i just wasn’t good enough
for yelling at me
for calling me a bitch a slut a cunt a whore
for pretending over & over again i didn’t matter
for using me
for sleeping with me & then leaving just to return with i love...